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12月31日 2008 2009今天,也就是这几个小时里,大家都在趁着2008最后的一小会儿忆2008自己的“峥嵘岁月”。
一下子又有点情感泛滥了……过年要看冯小刚,要去倒计时,要互道新年好,要回头看自己的2008……当一切都成为例行公事,我不禁还是感慨!
早我8个小时送来新年祝福的朋友们,你们的2009年比我多了8个小时。
婷婷说我“还是很热血,不用见面就可以想象出我的模样”,说得我想哭。
我说我感激这一年,伦敦的一年大大地多过上海的四年。一座城市、一些人、很多事、自己独处想哭想笑想挣扎想歇斯底里的那些时候,一切的一切都让我重新认识了自己,或者说发现自己不为人知的一面面——我感激伦敦的这一年。
新年,未知的2009年,我将以旅行开始,一个人看,一个人想,要学会争取,要懂得放弃,要爱别人爱自己!
无论我们大家以怎样的心情迎来新年,相信自己的2009年会更好!
12月21日 绿豆汤还以为是自己的体温计坏了,因为大小有印象起就没有烧到那么厉害过。
外婆80岁生日,我又不在她身边。昨天看表姐的一篇日志。什么是幸福?——一家人在一起。现在这个朴素的梦想实现起来那么难那么难。没错,我并不是没有选择的。
多少在海外求学工作的学子,有人正数着离开家乡的日子,有人倒计时回家的天数。我什么都不数,不看日历,团圆的日子就要到了。
丹丹和凯利的药果然有效,一身臭汗一出,热度马上滚蛋。但对于我来说,最有效的疗法还是心理上的。跟妈妈发发牢骚,帮爸爸在amazon上买碟,跟朋友聊天。亲情攻势、音乐疗法要双管齐下,所以,今晚Barbican还是要去,穆特还是要见,莫扎特的小协还是要听,绿豆汤还是要喝,还是要“作”,眼泪还是要流。
不知道桂桂现在漂到哪里了:我也生热疮了,想你了。
先睡觉去了。 12月6日 A firm but humble confidenceAt the risk of sounding somewhat naïve, and in spite of considerable exposure to Western films and literature at home in Shanghai, the fact of arriving in England after having spent all of my adult life in communist China was, to say the least, something of an eye-opening experience.
On a day-to-day basis, Modern China is very different from the ideologically isolated Middle Kingdom of my parents. Western consumer goods, fast-food chains and films are everywhere in China; but even today it is generally accepted that the surest way to progress socially is to be a card carrying member of the Communist Party.
Moreover, at home it would not be considered strange that a permit from the authorities be required to change one’s place of residence from the equivalent of, say, Birmingham to London, or to be forbidden from having more than one child or indeed to be required to make a small gift to a minor civil servant to ensure that one’s application reaches the appropriate desk in a reasonable amount of time.
That said, upon arriving in London, a sense of absolute freedom did not however hit me like a bolt from heaven. Instead, over the almost two years I have been here, multiple “little freedoms” (the concept sounds better in Chinese) have come to my attention as I have gone about my daily life.
The newspapers and the television here are free to broadcast whatever they wish; some would say, however irresponsible their views or opinions may be.
Individuals are free to say exactly what they wish without fear of being arrested or simply being regularly bothered by the authorities if their views are contrary to those of the state.
Any UK resident could up sticks from London and go to live in Edinburgh tomorrow without needing any form of authorisation if he or she so wished.
And yet, it is these little freedoms taken together which bring about the pervading sense of freedom and liberty one senses in the UK; or at least which most foreigners will immediately recognise.
I say ‘most foreigners’ because many of my English friends apparently do not realise that the situation here is any different from anywhere else in the world, or if they do, they take the advantages for granted; as if they were some sort of birthright.
If I were to attempt to explain the provenance of these little freedoms, I believe that they flow essentially from the respect shown, consciously or otherwise, in the United Kingdom for the legal system and for the rule of Law.
I have also come to believe that they were hard won, over many centuries; and that members of the legal profession have played a considerable part not only in obtaining these little freedoms but also in protecting them against the constant and insidious assaults by those of a more dirigiste disposition.
This therefore is the principal reason which motivates my desire to commence studying law and to become a lawyer. I understand that it will be hard, particularly as English is not my mother tongue and the concepts involved are not necessarily self evident, even to those brought up in the West.
But in Chinese we say “ 有志者事竟成” which roughly translated means “where there is a will there is a way”. |
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